~ UNDER CONSTRUCTION ~

Hello.. ,it’s been a while since I last blogged..

I’m bored.. and it’s bcuz my “legs” went off to leadership camp. Sigh.. 

So here I am, sittin all alone in my room, … blogging.. to kill time.. 

I guess I’ll continue where I last stopped.. which was.. April 10. 

If i am not mistaken, that was during my midterm exam for first sem. 

Yeah..

Loads of stuff happened since then.

 

I’ll start with the Redang Trip. :

Went there during the sem hols. Seriously, it was one heck of a trip. I had the time of my life there. The scenery was beautiful, snorkeling wan awesome, the sea water was pristine, the people there were friendly, the fishes there were colorful, the gorgeous white sand… so warm in the morning n cool at night.. just like my comforter.. hahha..and lastly, my friends were just great! Hanging out with them is so fun. Over there, we went karaoke, went “clubbing” =P, went swimming, snorkeling, sight-seeing and blue-sand hunting .. *teehee* we sort of gambled there too. Decent gambling.. no money involved.. mahjong, chor dee, black jack.. hahha.. like a gang of aunties and uncles.

The next activity organized was .. *drumrolls* .. my bday!!

W00t w00t.. fandi picked me up in the morning along with chad n fei then we headed to times square to meet up with the rest of the gang. If I remember correctly, it was han yong n vee keng that organized the party.. =)  we went karaoke again in neway, sang like nobody’s business .. hahha.. den they took me to secret recipe and bought me this huge bday cake.. *chocolate indulgence* haha.. they even arranged my candles to form the letter  “J”. aint that sweet.. kekkkke.. den I received loads of bday greetings and presents.. n oh.. *thx to.. ahem.. for.. ahem..* blehhhhh…  

Moving on… it’s shu’s n vim’s bday!

Had it at saw’s place.. it’s a bbq + swimming party.. his condo is really nicely designed.. really cool.. had loads of fun there too.. had mutton, sparkling juice, crabsticks, chicken wings, chicken balls, n the normal stuff that a bbq party needs.. as usual, I bbqed the food for them while d gang went to swim.. tsk tsk tsk.. but no-ooo .. han yong had to criticize the things that I bbq-ed for them.. “not cooked la.. not sweet la.. no taste la.. burnt d la..mine’s more delicious la”… gggrrrr… biar betul… haha.. jk jk.. n also!  we did the stupidest thing ever there.. have u ever heard of anyone shaving a watermelon? Do u even know what I’m talking about? Hahha.. it’s kinda like.. cutting the watermelon’s skin away, without cutting the watermelon  into half.. haha.. it’s like a huge red ball when we were done.. of cuz.. another dumb thing that we did .. or rather forgotten was.. we forgotten to eat it.. haha.. had to bring it home in saw’s plastic containers.. watermelons and honeydews.. oiuh.. my hard effort of cutting them was totally for nthg.. haha..

Next!! Our kinda weekly outing..!

Every Friday is movie day.. after class.. all of us will head over to OU to watch movie.. x-men, benchwarmers, she’s the man, poisedon, n so on.. not bad la.. I enjoyed going out in huge groups.. can’t believe how caged up I was back in high school.. sigh..

Han Yong’s bday..

I seriously felt bad about the way we planned his party.. sigh.. kinda told him he’ll have an unforgettable n memorable one.. but I guess.. it’s not as great as I wanted it to be… brought him to chilis for dinner, got him a cake, gave him presents, .. did all the norm stuff.. gosh.. I even feel bad talking about how we celebrated it.. anyway.. the conclusion is.. waikuan is broke for the very first time, since she started being single.. I’ve actually forgotten how it felt like to be broke.. jeezzzzzzz…

 

After all these outings, it’s back to concentrating on coll.. back to assignments n so on..

I’m really grateful to han yong n chad for trin to help me out with my lessons.. tq to both of u for comin over to my place n tutor me.. especially han yong, I know I’m a sucky student.. I’ll buy meds for u in case u get any sickness tryin to teach me.. haha..

So.. yeah.. that’s about it.. don’t really feel like blogging about everything.. haha.. not really appropriate since I might say things that I regret n stuff.. so I guess.. I’d end things here.. gnite peeps…

N to chad, han yong, Adrian, Audrey, n vim,.. have fun in leadership camp.. hope u guys enjoy it..  

“Sippan” fish….

On Sunday, went out for dinner with kaahhong, chien n chad.

It’s the first time I went for those “tai chao” dinner with friends.

When we reached there, all of us stared blankly at the waiter..

(Didn’t know what type of food to order…. =P)

At last, I decided to call for “ ‘sippan fish’ and my fav ‘lala’ ”

Chad n peeps were like totally laughing at my sudden craving to eat lala..

What to do, u guys know I love lalas….

Okay, lala n steamed fish. That’s two dishes.

The other two were sweet and sour pork and fried veg.

It was DELICIOUS!

Seriously, I felt like a stuffed turkey.

I cannot remember the last time I ate like this.

But as usual, I managed to give Chad another fright while he was eating.

Not purposely of cuz..hahha

There was this pregnant fat black cat near my legs

N I am not an animal lover, I get freaked out when any furry thingy comes near me

So yeah,

This black cat bumped itself right into Chad’s leg when I shrieked

After that, we went to the pasar malam at paramount.

Haven’t been there in like ages.

Btw, Chad drove us there..in kaahhong’s  precious Vios

It was kinda exciting la..

Cuz, we’re all newbies in driving

And on the way home,

I nearly cost them their lives.

Unintentionally of course.

No one asked them to insult my dear jay *teehee*

Basically what I did was to shake Chad’s hand while he was driving over the highway.

We were going at 100/kmph.

So.. Almost slammed into the car beside us, and the road divider.

Chad’s lesson of the day:

Do not insult jay chou in a car that waikuan is in ^^

Who?

So yeah..

I went to 1u after college on Friday.

Fandi, yee, aaron, n chien totally dragged me there..

Super reluctantly went cuz.. Yeah.. din want to see that ass there

I aint mentioning what happened there..

However.. What I want to blog about here now,

Is how FREAKIN PISSED I am at some people.

*Gggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!*

Why can’t one understand that violence isn’t everything??!!

So what if u dun agree with what other peeps have to say?

It does NOT mean that they’re looking for a fight.

We are educated.

UNLIKE those uncivilized people who do not use their brain as it is meant to be used.

I dun blame them.

Stupid people dun know that they’re stupid.

Childish people don’t know they’re childish.

And mind u, I aint childish.. I’m just playful.

There’s a HUGE difference between playful and childish.

Anyway,

It’s totally lame to think that violence is the way to solve everything.

God~!

I can’t believe what I was told:

“……it doesn’t matter if the person is right, if I dun like it, I’ll beat him to pulp first den only I’ll listen to what he has to say….”

“… I have the upper hand with my connections. Even if he can’t be blamed for what he did, if I dun like it, I’d make sure he suffer the consequences…”

Seriously….

So called “connections”

Such morons…

Like I said...

Stupid people dun know that they’re stupid.

Childish people don’t know they’re childish.

As if they themselves are perfect.

Who died and made u god n gave u the right to judge who should get beaten up?

Who died and made u god n gave u the power to use violence?

WHO?

Here’s a piece of advice for you,

WAKE UP!! GROW UP MAN!

Commitment...

Commitment…

How many of us truly understand what commitment means?

What is your idea of a commitment?

The first thing that comes to my mind is my parents….

Their commitment towards each other and towards my siblings and I is something I really admire and look up to them for.

Their loyalty and dedication for me and my siblings is what you call true love.

It is the essence to build a happy and lasting relationship.

But how many of us can really relate ourselves to be committed to something?

May it be committing ourselves to our family as a son or daughter,

Our role as a sister or brother,

Our friendship,

Our love (BGR),

And even our studies as a student.

Yes,

Commitment plays a crucial role in all these relationship.

But what I’m going to talk about today is the boy-girl-relationship (bgr)

Some people might say I am too young to know what love is.

I admit that I don’t really understand love,

Most of us don’t.

But what I do know is that no matter what,

When you start a relationship you have to be committed.

Otherwise, why bother to love?

I’ve met people that enjoy having flings.

A relationship goes both ways

If you think that what you want is only a fling,

What about the other person?

What if she/he really likes you?

Then you’re actually breaking her/his heart.

You’re wasting their time.

And you’re also leaving a huge wound in them

A wound that might haunt them and make them lose faith in things they believe in

Think about it

And also,

If you’re not committed to your relationships,

How can anyone ever trust you?

How can anyone put their faith in you?

By being your girlfriend,

I’m actually entrusting you with my heart.

I’m relying on you to give me love,

I’m depending on you to protect me and stand up for me,

I’m counting on you to always be there for me.

Because I did all this for you.

I was committed to you, committed to our relationship.

Sadly, you didn’t feel that way,

So now as I’m moving on with my life,

I am determined to only be with a person who can commit himself to a relationship.

Otherwise, I’d just be a loner.

I won’t have any problem with that.

I won’t feel dejected.

I’m sick of being taken for granted.

I don’t want to go through all those horrible experience anymore.

I don’t want anymore bad memories.

Most of all, I don’t want to end up feeling hatred anymore.